當你在看關係的本質時，你在看成為一個 Projector（導能者/投射者）是什麼，你看，Projector 真的還沒有達到他們有機會實現他們潛力的地步⋯⋯這是一個需要時間的問題，而且更多的是，直到 Projector 從被能量類型的性吸引的遺傳要求中解放出來，他們永遠不會真正被解放到他們的角色。
這是關於非骶骨的最有趣的事情之一。我的骶骨沒有任何激活的情況。最有趣的關係是，當另一個像我這樣的 Manifestor（顯現者）與另一個 Manifestor（顯現者）在一起時，你沒有定義骶骨中心。沒有性的可用性。骶骨是關於性的可用性。如果你是一個 Projector，你天生就對性不感興趣。我的意思是想想看。所有非骶骨的生命生本來就不是性再生的奴隸——我們都從世界的生成者那裡得到了性再生，他們給了我們一個強烈的劑量，然後我們都變得超級可用，我們最終作為 Projector 離可能的東西越來越遠。我的意思是，很明顯，只要這個主題存在於這個世界上，你就無能為力了。遺傳的必要性仍然通過第59道門在運作。我們仍然被對方深深地誘惑著。隨著你知識的進步，你會注意到的一件事是，與你自己的人在一起顯然是不同的，是有利的。我認識很多 Generator（生產者），他們就是喜歡和 Generator（生產者）在一起⋯⋯他們就是這樣⋯⋯他們感覺像家一樣。而你在這個過程中的時間越長，你就會意識到，當涉及到此生的親密關係時，最深的親密關係，最深的親密關係的潛力是與你自己的親密關係。而這不是我們現在所處的時代——我沒有那樣的關係。
要認識到的一件事是，能量與能量型至少不是不平衡，非能量型與非能量型至少不是一個真正的問題。但它仍然不是它所要的方式。而我們將到達那個方式。你不可能從智力上到達那裡。知識——我一直在強調這一點——知識不是力量。它只是訊息。你擁有訊息的事實。這並不意味著你能改變什麼。直到實際的突變被啟動。你知道，時間會到來。你知道讓 Projector 參與設計的巨大禮物之一是，最終他們將負責為知識和知識在未來的使用方式打下基礎。而知道這一點將是出生在下一個時代的 Projector 的巨大優勢。
When you are looking at the nature of relationships and you are looking at what it is to be a projector, you know, projectors really haven't gotten to the point where they've had the opportunity to fulfill their potential... It's a matter of the time it is going to take and more than that until the projector is freed from the genetic imperative of being sexually attracted to energy types, they are never really going to be liberated to their role.
It is one of the most amusing things about being non-sacral. I don't have any activations whatsoever in my sacral. The funniest relationship of all is when another Manifestor like myself is with another Manifestor and you don't define the sacral center. There is no sexual availability. The sacral is about sexual availability. If you are a projector you are naturally born to not be interested in sex. I mean think about that. All non-sacral beings are born not to be slaves to sexual regeneration - which we all get from the generators of the world who give us a strong dose of that and then we all become super available and we end up moving further and further away as projectors from what is possible. I mean obviously there's nothing you are going to be able to do about it as long as this thematic is in the world.
The genetic imperative is still operating through the 59th gate. We are still deeply deeply seduced by the other. One of the things you'll notice as you progress in your knowledge is that it is clearly different and advantageous to be with your own. I know so many generators who just like to be with generators... they just do... they feel like home. And the longer you are in this process, you'll realize that when it comes to intimacy in this life, that the deepest intimacy, the potential of the deepest intimacy is with your own. And it's not the time that we are in now - I don't have the kind of relationship like that.
One of the things to recognize is that with energy with energy type at least it's not an imbalance, non energy type with non energy type at least it's not a real problem. But it's still not the way it's intended to be. And we will get to that way. You can't get there intellectually. Knowledge - and I'm always emphasizing this - knowledge is not power. It's just information. The fact that you have the information. It doesn't mean you can change anything. Until the actual mutation is initiated. You know, the time will come. You know one of the great gifts of having projectors involved in design is that ultimately they will be responsible for laying the foundation for the knowledge and the way the knowledge will be used in the future. And knowing this will be a great advantage for the projectors born into the next era.
～Ra Uru Hu
