偶爾突然有時想

偶爾突然有時想

無處安放

如同兒時熾烈的午後陽光

印照在小小短短的手上

拉出纖細的影子

那是我對長大的想像

纖細的 修長的 優雅的

可其實我根本無處可長

我背對祖父渴望又期待的眼光

轉身逃進奶奶軟糯的臂膀

而有時我會拿奶奶出氣

因為她是家裡最胖最軟的一塊花生酥糖

Sometimes suddenly I miss

The childhood in my memory

Nowhere to go

Nowhere to store

Like the warm hot sunlight in the afternoon

Through the small chubby hands

The slender shadows came

I imagined they would be my future

Slender, tall, graceful

But it just stays as my imagination

I ran away from grandpa's expectation

Ran into grandma's arms

And sometimes I am childish and get mad at her

Because she is such a fluffy and soft peanut butter bun