Alyson’s 4/28 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (30-57)
問題：我4/27的未來日記主題
抽牌：停滯 Stagnation
昨天的培訓課程快要結束時，已經感覺精疲力盡，無法再進行更多的思考與學習。
課程結束後，前往一家一直很喜歡的餐廳吃了一盤美味的食物。
太累又太餓了，那盤海鮮義大利麵沒有幾分鐘就吃完。
服務員看出我的胃口並沒有十分滿足，詢問需要加點其他食物嗎？
最近又開始發胖了起來，不敢再吃多。
看著鄰桌的甜點，好美味呀。
下次，下次再找機會吧。
《道德經》：三分醉，七分飽，八分待人剛剛好。
回到了家，身體是虛脫的，精神是低下的，思緒是有點小混亂的。
「未來日記」的塔羅還沒寫呢。
要不要寫？
寫得出來嗎？
腦子可以運轉思考嗎？
別說試著寫了，連電腦開機的慾望都沒有。
給自己喘口氣吧。
於是連塔羅副標題都不知道的我，耍廢了一整晚。
直到現在，要補寫昨天的「未來日記」，檢視了一個月前的抽牌紀錄 ~ 停滯。
『停滯』
情感上感到疲勞，因事情開始走下坡，情感像是沼澤裡發臭的水，讓人想趕緊逃離。
什麼事情開始走下坡呢？
是身體，是精神，是元氣。
過於疲勞了。
每週滿滿的六天學習課程，即使意志始終是堅定，可身體消耗量非常的大，精神也一直處於緊繃狀態。
因此發生停滯的狀況，自然是不可避免的。
還好有自己及時察覺到。
記得要傾聽自己身體的聲音。
Alyson's 4/28 Tarot: Stagnation (30-57)
Question: Theme of my 4/27 future diary
Card drawn: Stagnation
As yesterday's training session neared its end, I already felt exhausted, unable to engage in any further thinking or learning.
After the session ended, I went to a restaurant I've always loved and indulged in a delicious meal.
Too tired and too hungry, I devoured a plate of seafood pasta within minutes.
The server noticed I wasn't entirely satisfied and asked if I wanted to order more.
Lately, I've been gaining weight again, so I dared not eat more.
But those desserts on the neighboring table looked so tempting.
Next time, I'll find another opportunity.
According to the Tao Te Ching: "Sated with food, but not with the world."
Back home, my body was drained, my spirits low, and my thoughts a bit scattered.
I hadn't even written my "future diary" Tarot yet.
Should I write it?
Can I even write it?
Is my brain capable of functioning?
Forget about attempting to write it; I didn't even have the desire to turn on my computer.
I needed to give myself a break.
So, even though I didn't know the subtitle for the Tarot, I spent the whole evening being lazy.
It wasn't until now, as I'm about to catch up on yesterday's "future diary" and review my card drawn a month ago - Stagnation.
"Stagnation" Feeling emotionally fatigued as things start to decline, emotions resembling stagnant water in a swamp, urging one to escape.
What's declining?
Is it the body, the spirit, the energy?
It's simply exhaustion.
With a jam-packed schedule of six days of learning each week, despite unwavering willpower, the toll on the body is immense, and the mind remains constantly tense.
So, experiencing stagnation is only natural.
Thankfully, I was able to recognize it in time.
Remember to listen to the voice of your body.
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