Some people use some words to ridicule my effort and others don’t satisfy with professional quality. Sometimes, it depress my will.
我只是想要證實，我到底有沒有那個能力。If that guy can talk about these words then I can’t lose him. Some advices really help me figure out my motivations and every thoughts. I heard the Philippians 3:13-3:14 “ Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.” I realize one thing that someone can really be your mentor but the fact is lots of situation is boss. Not everyone can really accompany with you and support you to grow up to the end. Loneliness and self-discipline are my first priority to overcome. They can create Pixel 3 this kind of products by our past members but Htc firm face continually to decrease income. What a ridiculous thing! The management ability make them become different and better from past. Is there any matter to me? Absolutely yes. If management can strength productivity and throughput, why I don’t have any self-awareness to change myself?
Yes, I still have time but I choose to find a job to escape my studying aboard dream; otherwise, I initially thought that my studying aboard motivation actually concealed breaking through my limit. There are some relationship in the process. But when I kick the difficulty right now, I choose to work outside? Is that my deep wanted dream? My nonsense and my vexation are just useless except I want to maintain this failure status.
